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NinoBud
For some, Disneyland is in Orlando, but for me it is in a park near home, at night, when the sun does not reveal certain circumstances where one can wander and somehow transcend towards the border of the unknown. Under a tree, trans girls have ash-colored wigs, they keep cash between their tits in which I will soon submerge my skin, the pair of lips put a price on my decadence It's not so free to stare at a princess I would like to smoke the nap when you can't sleep In slippers of this dream I'm going straight to whatever comes I bet my neck and three coins and it will be that I was always a romeo expert in balance verses
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itsyourfavbill
i keep coming to your page then forgetting what i was gonna ask you. my brain is hurt like damaged. bad
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itsyourfavbill
making lots and lots of moneyyyyy. i wont have to work as much dw. then I'm off to uni
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gashbelltee
if i was given the opportunity to make a hollywood movie, i would take the money, leave to some asian or european country, cut my fellow american actoars out of my contacts, and use all that money to make a film about how nothing matters
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gashbelltee
or give the money to hong sang soo. i think he and his girlfriend would appreciate that :)
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gashbelltee
being a concert pianist seems lonely and empty. better being around people like when you're making a movie or something.
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gashbelltee
i wanna live inside a jacques rivette film. at least everything is interesting no matter how insufferable everyone is. nothing is intersting in my life.
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gashbelltee
nvm, listening to bel air on my speakers again (been so long since i used them)... all is good
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itsyourfavbill
I read someone describe BOC as hiphop and I was like Oh it is hiphop. Theres just no rhyming and rapping
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gashbelltee
i can definitely imagine someone rapping over 'rue the whirl' or even 'sixtyten'. like they could belong to maxinquaye.
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NinoBud
Waiting for the benzodiazepine on duty to start working and silence that voice that whispers to me the error with which I maintain a particular relationship of intimacy, to order the rooms of the restless brain without why and align some sensations of hope for the next day, disinhibiting what was quiet and crowded in a corner, stir my ideas and bring a little light to the background on the right, on this December night I look through stupid profiles, I listen to old records, I wonder when the dinosaurs felt that something was wrong. The worst nightmares start 15 seconds after waking up. Things don't care about mortals. Yesterday I found that photo that I didn't even remember, and I swear we seemed calm in that simulation of paper and light. I'm older, you're hotter, both of you have the faces of thieves, I'm grayer.
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itsyourfavbill
underworld is so great. its real poetry and revealing. born slippy is one of the most special songs ever
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gashbelltee
sad! and you were excited for underworld. hopefully there’s something cool next year and you get to go.
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NinoBud
Sexual debuts are always rare, mine just happened when I was 16, a few weeks before turning 17, but before that there was a very failed attempt, when I was promiscuous 14 years old, my brothers are 14 and 17 years older than me respectively, and At that time it was customary that if you didn't have contact with the female gender at 15, YOU WERE GAY, and since I had some Bon Jovi and Poison albums, my brothers decided to nullify any possible burgeoning homosexual inclination with a strategic move worthy of chess players, taking me to whores, so they took me to a brothel, a place with low lights to hide the age of the workers there, the walls covered with a kind of carpet that harbored all kinds of smells, my brothers chose for me, Madame Eva closed the screen, put out her cigarette and with a hoarse voice said to me "Do you want to see God's face, kid? Look!"
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NinoBud
and he showed me his sexuality, it looked like a paella smashed on the floor, with a very hairy mat on top of the exploded paella, at the tip a strange mollusk and on the sides 2 fallen rooster dewlaps, I was astonished, and from my trembling lips came out these timid words "if that is the face of God, I am an atheist" and ran out of the place.
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gashbelltee
HI!!👋 It's been a long time! I've been good. Got most of the school tests out of the way so been sorta kinda happy. Have not trained :( Just checked and my chest is very flat :( How have you been these days?
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NinoBud
Cumplo los 30 el 5 de noviembre , me estoy ejercitando mucho porque voy a dar una gran fiesta y quiero que mis pantalones ajustados no dejen nada a la imaginacion , tambien estoy ahorrando mucho , porque quiero que no falte el alcohol , y si no fuera porque tengo muchas invitadas mujeres llevaria strippers , tambien pienso comprar un costillar entero y hacerlo a la estaca , aaaaah querido gash los placeres de la carne....
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gashbelltee
Well, happy early birthday! I hope the party goes good and well. My birthday is six days after yours so our birthdays aren't that far apart!
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gashbelltee
NoOOOOoOOOooOOoooOooo I can't listen to music at school anymore. How am I gonna get through a day of school without going insane OhHHhHhHhhhhHhhhh
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gashbelltee
yeah you should. it’s acclaim is deserved. i’m not sure if you’ll like it or not but it’s def worth watching.
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gashbelltee
I don't like how it's hard subbed so i got a torrent link by this guy who has access to ncore
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NinoBud
Dear Gash, I hope that the crisis has only been a temporary moment of anal anguish, you know, sometimes I have been on the bench everyone agreed on that room except me, and as a mental health professional, this Friday you go out partying boy, and you end up in someone's bed, okay? Well, let's leave sex aside, because you are a good boy who behaves well, because it would be a night of friends, drinks, good music, who tells you... some substance? WHY NOT? You know what I'm going for, clear your brain, so much school? so much future? At the end of the day we are all unhappy, unhappy and busy with jobs that at the end of the day we don't like at all, you are at the best age, take advantage of it, don't put pressure on yourself.
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NinoBud
Friends will die or disappear, the mattress will be winter, and early depression won't even open the window, the recommended careers raving in boarding schools, They are going to leave us alone contemplating the deterioration, in the mirror sadly and pointing to the head, There will not be a day of joy on the road to death What makes us different then? We are young and we have time to live the nights, don't do like me either, I went to mambo and spent 72 hour days, totally drugged working in a printing press only 4 hours a day, and then 20 hours of revelry, we have to find the balance between work and pleasure
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itsyourfavbill
how have you been? have you been reading paglia? are you into arca at all? did you ever finish that De Sade book you bought?
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gashbelltee
no worries. i’ve been fine. just a little stressed with school and studying. lol i didn’t even read them. instead i’ve been reading the catcher in the rye for school and binged twin peaks.
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itsyourfavbill
She seems corrupted and evil now. like if you met her she would be mean and unapproachable
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NinoBud
friend, my generation has been marked by shitty movies, harry potter? an idiot with glasses without any gift? except the inheritance of his "dads" and his friends? a redhead who is mufa, mannered and useless, and the girl? a flat-chested nerd? no mate, it's not for me, i watched he-man, a caricature of a kind of blond bodybuilder with a bob haircut, he always has a white thong and a pink suit, his best friend is a kind of tiny ghost who he wants to give him advice and he sends him to hell, there is also shyla, who is a princess who wants to have sex with him, but adam is the prince of gayskull, and he has no time for girls , mira un poco de esto https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2OLuY8kZNJ0&ab_channel=marcosmaster
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gashbelltee
i’ve seen him somewhere before. never knew it was a crude show. it looks really gay.
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NinoBud
easy my dear friend, one day you are toasting a new year making promises to the wind, then I spend 3 days drunk in the mountains stuck in a river in an inflated rubber tube drinking wine with orange or grapefruit soda, I have sex with some unknown woman , and by then I totally forgot my promises, then I have vacations for 2 months because I am a teacher, that is my best time of the year, from January to March, then the "year" begins and in the blink of an eye I am in December approving to all my students because yes, because I don't want to see them performing in the summer, it breaks my heart, anyway this semester I took a break from my job as a teacher and I spent a few weeks in the countryside doing work as a rural man because it pays a lot Well, the truth is I had a lot of fun, now I'm back in Cordoba, my city, and really, I don't know what the hell I'm going to do, for now look for an apartment, because I've been at my parents' for 15 days and I'm about to commit parricide haha
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Katebushfan3
👋 looking forward to listening to that whole boards of Canada album. Feel like I tried it once and it didn’t stick but that happy cycling song really hit this morning
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gashbelltee
omg have fun! i love that song so much. that buildup to the second part is beautiful❤️
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NinoBud
I read a stranger letter with a lighter flame, they all sleep in the pavilion and I can't, of this lifestyle for more than four years I receive letters from a stranger, letters full of poetry That they have given me back all the joy Who writes these verses? Tell me guard, who is it? who is that mysterious someone? Who sends flowers in spring? Who every November 5, As always and without a card, nor a name, nor a dedication, that is, the verses and a bunch of violets, guard guard let me go out just for one day to meet that mysterious someone, just one day of happiness, November 5, 364 gray days but a beautiful one, it's business for me, I learned that inside my colleagues from disease help me because we are all pieces of a great internal mirror, a broken mirror, and we are the pieces Nobody is waiting for me outside, there is no letter, there is no November 5, As almost always happens...
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